hey mr potato, happy 9th! :)

I'm sorry that I haven't been a good nor sweet girlfriend, I gave you a lot of problems, a lot of shit, I made you upset, made you angry, made you mad, and also haven shower you with lots of love. I'm sorry. I wished I was a better girlfriend. I'm short in a lot of ways. In terms of height, I'm acceptable I guess? HAHA. I'm still on my way to becoming a better person, a better girlfriend. I have a lot of flaws, a lot of bad habits, and nothing really very good. At times, I kept having the thoughts of giving up, because I felt like I only make you miserable. But we have come so far, why not just make it till the end? I know it's not going to be easy, (I know it since day 1 because you are TK, the perfectionist), but I hope we can make it together. I wish I knew what you want, and I wish you knew what I want too. Some times I get tired after work, and I just wanna spend time talking to you, but you have to spend time with your family and also have your personal time too, which caused us to sleep late at night cuz we wna chat before bedtime. Gotta accumulate our chats, and spam them all on Fridays and Saturdays. 

I am also sorry that I am a very insecure person. Probably 'cuz I've been through different relationships, and got my heart broken too many times, and I don't know who to put my heart with so that it won't be broken. I'm afraid at times when you get angry with me, or yell at me, because a part of me will be like "you are doom, he's gonna leave you!" and the other part will be like "tk loves you, he's not gonna give up on you just cuz he's angry." that's how I feel most of the time. And whenever I made you unhappy, my heart hurts...my eyes has tears in them, and all I wanna do is to be in your arms. I know it's my fault, but I needed you to made me feel better even though I made you unhappy. Sorry dear. I don't know whether we will be forever or not, but nevertheless I am happy with you, despite your nags and scoldings and yellings. 

I have never been with someone who treats me so well (and I don't know if I deserve it or not), someone who loves me so much (so much that I could not imagine), someone who forgives the things I did (though I hurt you). I don't know how to love you as much as you love me, but I love you as much as I could, and a part of me wish that we met earlier, and fell in love earlier, (but it won't be as great as now). 

I won't be the prettiest, sexiest, hottest girlfriend. But I will be the one there for you when you need me, I'll love you even more, I'll love you everyday, and I'll talk things out with you so our relationship won't have a very big obstacle. 

We'll make things work, we'll walk down this path together. We'll design our future home together. Cook together or for each other. Do housework together. Cuddle and watch shows together. Share our day with each other. Love each other deeply, and lovely. And never be boring. Travel and see the world together, take lots of lots of photos together and fill them in our future house.

I look forward to the most beautiful future with you darling. <3

I love you, so much.

Thank you for everything xx.

lots of love,

Min

with love, xoxo

Min.

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