Somewhere around Feb or March last year.

Thankful to be chauffeured around by him when it rains, (I actually don't like him driving me around)

I think our 2nd time booking tickets online? First was Fast and Furious I think? :D Or was this the first? 0.0

I remembered the first time you got me flowers was your first bookout during BMT, and I told you I prefer daisies and there you are, getting me gerbera (relatives of daisy), surprisingly me after my work. ;')

Thank you for running around with me for a few weeks to get things done for my party, and also sacrificing the time to enjoy to be my photographer. And of course, thank you for the best birthday present ever! 

And also thank you for agreeing to getting the USS season pass, where we spent most of our weekends there ;p

And spending New Year's Eve with a good note, and starting the new year with a even better note. 

Our 2nd official V'day together. (Unofficially it's the 4th I think!)

Thank you for being here, right by my side, never leaving me. 2015 has been a rough year for us. We fought a lot, I cried a lot, and we shouted at each other a lot. I always knew we'll make it out of the rocky roads and be stronger and better. This afternoon, I looked back on our past messages and I realized how much we've changed. We still keep the honeymoon period but being much more realistic than ever. This year, I hope we can finally lay our hands on our future house we call home. It's been something we have been wanting since we turned 21 (or even before so). So let's hope lady luck is on our side and may the odds be ever in our favour. 

On V.day, every girl out there is holding a bouquet of flowers, and I'm holding your hands. I don't need flowers on v.day, but of course I do hope to be surprised by flowers though. Thank you for all the small little things you've done for me. Like e.g asking your senior to buy pandora charms and a new bracelet for me when he's in Aussie. Then personally got me a disney safety chain and lied to me that you didn't see pandora in Aussie, and even typed me a letter, and I DID NOT SUSPECT ANYTHING AT ALL. I teared when I saw the surprise and the letter. It's one of the best v.day gifts ever from you. (Compared to last year) Though I'm still hoping you'll make me a handmade card. 

I can't remember the other small things you did because it's in 2015, and I'm very determined to burn 2015 memories as it has been bad for us. Maybe I'll remember and update this post again but nope. I want to move forward. Here's to many more anniversaries ahead. Here's to us making more milestones in this year of Monkey, 2016. I'm looking forward for our small scale solemnization party + europe honeymoon + house interior designing together + furniture shopping + moving in and building a home together. Then travelling to see the world together too. 

<3 

November has been a month full of up(s) and down(s) for us. 

We went USS for the n times, and you would still accompany to take photos every time, and even 'starred' in my vlog. You agreed to do the 'BF/GF' tag video with me even if you didn't want to, but you did it anyway because you know it would make me happy. Thank you for giving in to me, almost all the time for making me smile, and going that extra miles for me because you think I'm worth it.

I've been really stressful and emotional recently, and I know I have made things difficult for us, for you (mainly), I have repeatedly pushed you away, yet you never left. I called you a fool, but I was the fool for pushing you away (knowing that I would break down if you really do leave). Our love didn't come easy, didn't receive as much blessings. I believe many would want to see us fall, but you assure me, and reassure me, and always let me believe that I should believe in us. 

I'm sorry for being such a bitch with all the emotions, and sometimes I act like a really shitty girlfriend. Deep down, I love you no less, but more. I just wanted you to open your eyes to see if you are willing to spend your life with someone so annoying, and you stayed on. Sorry would never be enough for the times I let you down, for the times I broke your heart, for the times I made you upset, and cry. But I do hope my love would be enough to make up for that. 

Happy 21st monthsary + a few days (late post), the most annoying mochi ever. I love you, and sometimes I can't help but imagine how life would be when you proposed and I can proudly say "BITCHES I'M OFF THE SHELVES", and the planning of wedding party, interior of our house and everything. 

I won't promise that I'll be less insecure but I promise that I would never let go of you, and I'll always annoy the shit out of you. <3