November has been a month full of up(s) and down(s) for us. 

We went USS for the n times, and you would still accompany to take photos every time, and even 'starred' in my vlog. You agreed to do the 'BF/GF' tag video with me even if you didn't want to, but you did it anyway because you know it would make me happy. Thank you for giving in to me, almost all the time for making me smile, and going that extra miles for me because you think I'm worth it.

I've been really stressful and emotional recently, and I know I have made things difficult for us, for you (mainly), I have repeatedly pushed you away, yet you never left. I called you a fool, but I was the fool for pushing you away (knowing that I would break down if you really do leave). Our love didn't come easy, didn't receive as much blessings. I believe many would want to see us fall, but you assure me, and reassure me, and always let me believe that I should believe in us. 

I'm sorry for being such a bitch with all the emotions, and sometimes I act like a really shitty girlfriend. Deep down, I love you no less, but more. I just wanted you to open your eyes to see if you are willing to spend your life with someone so annoying, and you stayed on. Sorry would never be enough for the times I let you down, for the times I broke your heart, for the times I made you upset, and cry. But I do hope my love would be enough to make up for that. 

Happy 21st monthsary + a few days (late post), the most annoying mochi ever. I love you, and sometimes I can't help but imagine how life would be when you proposed and I can proudly say "BITCHES I'M OFF THE SHELVES", and the planning of wedding party, interior of our house and everything. 

I won't promise that I'll be less insecure but I promise that I would never let go of you, and I'll always annoy the shit out of you. <3