LET LOVE

It's not any special day, but I just felt like posting this here.

We are pretty much just like any other couple out there. We are classmates for 3 (long and torturous) year, (kidding about torturous but i was in the same project as him all the time except for GenEd & SIP).

We are very good friends for 3 years, we literally talked about every thing and any thing.

Like the scotching sun, to the heavy rain, Justin bieber's tattoo to Justin timberlake's awesome voice, Cameras to laptops or tablets, blackshot to dota 2.

Yup, we can talked about anything and everything.

We poke fun at each other a lot. I often call him a potato (cuz he eats alot of potato) and i called him annoying prick, chao burden and now i call him pomelo or potato. He calls me piggy because i eat alot, i do get offended at times so i call him si pig in return. As you can see in the photo above we are fun and loving most of the time!

But i am disturbing at times (HAHAHA!!!)

I wanted to take a photo of us, but he fed me juice so i ended up sipping on the juice and he looked at me and say "eh how much you wanna drink sia?!" And then shutter went off, this happened.

And I am very blessed (and unlucky at times) to have him. He is sweet is his own way which sometimes I cannot comprehend...

Like normally, guys would just buy their girlfriend a bouquet of roses on valentines day... BUT NO, HE BOUGHT ME A BAG INSTEAD...

And on white vday, he lead me to this florist to get my favourite flower but turns out singapore don't have pretty daisies.. Oh if you didn't know, I LOVE DAISES.

You can tell from my tumblr / weheartit.

And who the hells buys the girlfriend tiffany and co (before being together for at least 1 year?!?!?!) He said he bought me t&co because I earned it as being his girlfriend, and (actually i wanted to get it for myself but he beat me to it) he totally think spending that amount was okay because I deserve it. (Till now i still cannot comprehend sia...!!!)

And yesterday he sent me a long message saying how he was frustrated at himself because he couldn't solve my problem and he hate seeing me unhappy. He relate how he felt with this: "it's like seeing you forced to drink poison wine, and I am being tied up and a big bun is stuff in my mouth. I can't do anything but see you being tortured(unhappy)"

And he go on to say like how he will do anything he can to make me happy...and that explains why i am getting fat because he wants me to be happy so we end up have ramen almost every week!!! Oh gosh but this is happy weight gain, but unhealthy.

All this is good and the happy times, but we have pretty sad times too.

I have high expectations for myself as his girlfriend. And I expect myself to never let him be angry or sad, but whenever I failed to do so, I simply wanna walk away from him.

And because of this, we have quarreled alot.

And during one of our quarrels, he actually said i was worst than his ex gf (woa which pissed me off even more) but after that he explained what he meant by that... Which turns out he wanted me to know that i shouldnt be worst than the ex gf but i should be better...(like what?!?!?!)

As you can see or tell, i do have my unpleasant moments with him.

But at the end of the day, we always fix things right, make up, and move on from those bad times.

"Tough time dont last, tough people do."

So everyone out there who is having a bad / hard time in your relationship.. HANG ON OKAY! Because when you feel like giving, remember why you started and hold on to that.

Unless all feelings faded, then it's time to move on.

I can only say, I'm thankful that he took the step by telling me how he felt.

And we went on to deciding on how things should go. I am honestly blessed because he fed me well, he shower me with care, concern and love, but with (harsh) criticisms too. I am in love with this guy for like going 3 years and more, and choosing him is one of my biggest risk, and craziest decision ever. But I am glad that this roller coaster have been the longest, but craziest ride.

It's sad that you are not good with words, not romantically inclined, but I still love you as much as you love me.

Boo. I am so in love with you (and sometimes I am pissed at you when you make me angry)

Remember we made a promise to visit gold coast after you ORD, now we don't have to wait for you to ORD, we just need to have annual leave & we are free to go.