Well... Maybe I anticipated too much. 

Ytd, i accidentally stained TK's white shirt with my eyebrow (thanks to sweat), and he was like "see lah.. Draw what eyebrow." 

I was quite disappointed. I drew my brows because it wasn't visible when we take photos!!! And of course i like thick eyebrows. So my face was like :( 

"When I knew you, and fall in love with you, you were in spectacles and no make up... Why did u have to change?" - those words. 

I didn't change. It's the society. Who the hells at 21 would be like a plain jane and leave house with specs and no make up to town?!?!?! 

"Because I look horrible without eyebrows." 

I thought back. Indeed, I was a plain jane when we met, but I wanted to be smth different from plain jane. I wanted to be presentable and good looking. I think i look ugly with make up on. I can't bring myself to do that. I'm inferior of my size. I'm battling with my overall insecurities. 

But I think what matters more is, I should learn to love myself. Before loving others.