I decided to blog this... relatively information-less post out because... 

Actually I don't have a reason why but I just felt like writing out...my thoughts LOL. 

So on normal weekdays, I leave house with spectacles and bare face. (a.k.a no eye brows drawn, no powder or anything. The most is probably moisturizer, or just pimple cream on my pimples.)

And on weekends, I moisturized my face, apply pimple cream on my pimple, and I prime, (and sometime conceal), draw my eye brows, apply sun block and put on loose powders and lip balm and off I go. 

Recently, I followed a few couple of bloggers (that puts quite a fair bit of make up) and I begin to expose myself to more make up brands than just Maybelline or ZA (drugstore regulars).

So firstly, Foundations vs Tinted moisturizer...?

I google-d and I realized, the difference is that "tinted moisturizer hydrates and evens out complexion; a foundation covers the skin with a layer of colour and gives it a flawless finish."
Of course, I would opt for tinted moisturizer because I don't like a layer of colour on my face...I feel that my face can't breathe LOL.

And I heard reviews on... both Tarte smooth operator amazonian clay tinted moisturizer and Laura Mercier illuminating tinted moisturizer. 
oh no, now I see people recommending nars (they think it;s underrated.. oooo?) and they think that Laura Mercier is OVER RATED.
Can't decide which to try! Need some comment, if you can help out, please leave a comment on my ask.fm/okaymin.

Might wanna try Maybelline Super fresh CC cream too, because of the colour correcting capsules in it >< This is so hard to decide omg.

Secondly, primer.
Currently, I am using the primer from make up forever, and it's a big tube which I doubt I can finish it anytime soon but I might switch over to benefit's porefessional~

Moving on to eye brows...
I am currently using KATE's eye brow flat pencil and some times shu uemara eye brow pencil!
 I heard that benefit's brow pencil seems good too, and also anastasia beverly hills eye brow pencil too~

Concealer:
I got the wrong shade for my benefit boi-ing concealer, if not it's super nice to use~
But okay lah, I can still conceal (but not full coverage)!
I am looking for concealer for under eye because recently I have DARK EYE CIRCLE omg...
Few options in mind: Too Faced absolutely flawless concealer, YSL touche eclat radiant touch (that can be use as a highlighter too),
Underrated ones: Maybelline Lumi and Mac Pro longwear!
Any underrated concealers to recommend?

In love with my Fresh lip balm so not gonna get any thing any time soon~

As for loose powder... Holy, I am in love with the Bareminerals loose powder specially picked out by someone. Will get it once I'm finished with it too~

Sorry for this weird post... Just needed more knowledge and tips..
Hope everyone (nice and polite) can share their knowledge too.

AND FYI, I can do equally well without make up. 
So don't come and call me a plastic face or whatsoever.

Have a nice day (for all you nice people) and (shit day for you all shit people who leaves shit comments) hang on there, we are reaching HUMP DAY soon! :D

XX

I think I'm gonna try Maybelline's Superfresh CC cream (still hoping to find a tinted moisturizer that is underrated), and Maybelline's Dream Lumi concealer (after seeing quite a handful of people saying that this is an underrated product) and maybe blusher(shall go research on that) ! 

Gonna try 

- Nars Tinted Moisturizer

- Garnier BB roll on concealer

- Maybelline Dream Lumi (close I can get to YSL touché eclat)

- Benefit Dallas (@/bellywellyjelly is using it and it looks so so so good for contouring, idk if its that word)

In case you are wondering why there is no eye liner... 

Well... I have double eyelid on one eye the other eye is single eyelid, so it's hard to even my eye liner out... Just surrender lol. 

Saw this today.

It's a joke between me and her. 

And besides FYI. I said haha no lah, but must importantly is you don't have to be stuck here :-) 

My weekdays are pretty mundane. 

Sorry guys. 

All my "fitness post" has just gone down the drain.

I lost the motivation to become fitter and better.

What I found was "working out drains all of me"

I haven't lay my exercise mat, wore my trusty new balance shoes, wear my neon pink nike pro sports bra and my "don't fall below the line: above average | below average", slip in my blue leopard prints workout shorts for 2 weeks. 

I still ate my oatmeals, hearty lunch, lesser rice more ingredients for dinner.

But all these feelings inside me have made me so...tired. Tired to move my ass to work out. All I wanted to sleep it off. 

S L E E P  I T  O F F.

Today, I decided to kick that "negativity" and work out.

At my last leg, I fell straight to the ground.

I was mad tired and exhausted that i could just lie on the mat and sleep till morning.

I wish I could just not workout and be fat.

Not those unhealthy fat but healthy fat.

Like eat healthy but just dont work out.

Yeah, I wish I could.

My body just refused to cooperate with me. 

I can't cut down my portions to so small, because my gastric will come after me if i skip a meal or eat too little. And even if I eat little but more meals it still comes after me.

And no medication can help me...

I had to feed my stomach for the sake of the gastric juices which makes me really awful...

Wish I could just stay fat and not care but too bad that I have a wedding gown to wear in few years time.

Hais.. I wished.

 FOR THESE, I have to push myself to be slimmer and fitter.

actually, screw size 0.

dont give up ok.

I didn't give up I just took a mental break.

We'll get there some day. 

<3