I do. I am afraid of losing my memories, and forgetting people I loved/people who loved me. My fear of losing my memories is really great. 

But deep down, I would want people to live a life without me and at the same time I can start all over but all these memories are really precious to me.

I often tell my boyf, "if i lose my memories, dont bother to make me remember you okay?" 

He will go like, "you siao.. And even if u forget me i would make friend with you and make you fall in love with me again." 

I don't know. But i made a promise to him that if he does lose his, I would never step back into his life, nor let him know me. He thinks i'm selfish for doing that. 

Because then, he would go on to find a better girl and that he would be happier. And I would just be a the blank space of his mind/brain. 

I think i watched too much japanese movie like (sky of love, I will give my first love to you) hais. I am such a emotional person... Crazy much.